for you to know

I am just thinking that you should really know this
What I am feeling about you
Cause you just don't know
I wont ever tell you or anyone else
I just keep it to myself
And let them know themselves
You don't know that I am afraid
Afraid of something that is so silly
Silly if I tell my friends and they will just laugh at me for sure
It is something that really close to me, and It's getting closer to us both
It's something that you had in the past
Well, you didn't really own it, cause you had never got it in your life
And you don't know what I am feeling
What I am feeling when I am beside you
Feeling happy and glad to be yours
To have you beside me
But you just don't know how happy I am
And how afraid I am to lose you
I don't wanna lose you
But I don't know why, sometimes I just feel left
I feel ignored and even nobody cares
I always wonder why you do that
And you don;t know how it hurts me much when I feel ignored
It's spinning around my mind, inside my head
You don;t know
That I have loved you much since that day
And now I love you much
But I don't think you can feel it too
You just can't feel how much I love you
That's why you don't care sometimes
I miss the moment
When you said 'i love you' when we were gonna say good bye
And when you hold my hands and hug me, I don't want you to leave me alone
I need you beside me
I just want you to know that I love you
And I don;t wanna lose you
So please, always be there for me
Always be beside me
Cause i love you, and I need you
You, and I, together...

-angelswastika-
19.04.09