guess that i am gonna cry now, or, i have cried just now!
i don't know why i feel such a thing like this.
have never expected it before.
fyi, well, i hate sometimes.
the word 'sometimes' hurts me so.
so many reason to explain how it hurts.
you're not always with me in every single second.
sometimes i am alone.
when i am alone, i am thinking about things i hate.
you know i am not a positive-thinking girl.
i think about when you lied to me.
i think about something which might happen to us.
if you lie,
if you don't love me anymore,
or, if your love is just a fool.
maybe you always accompany me.
but, still, i can feel what i am thinking.

white horse - taylor swift

well, i love this song a lot. listen to it almost everyday. makes me sad, reminds me of something :(


Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'Cause
I honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl
I should've known, I should've known

That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know

I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.

And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry

Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone, Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.

Oh whoa whoa whoa-oh
Try and catch me now
Whoa-Oh
It's too late
To catch me now.



hope you won't lie anymore. however, i still can't trust you until now..