guess that i am gonna cry now, or, i have cried just now!
i don't know why i feel such a thing like this.
have never expected it before.
fyi, well, i hate sometimes.
the word 'sometimes' hurts me so.
so many reason to explain how it hurts.
you're not always with me in every single second.
sometimes i am alone.
when i am alone, i am thinking about things i hate.
you know i am not a positive-thinking girl.
i think about when you lied to me.
i think about something which might happen to us.
if you lie,
if you don't love me anymore,
or, if your love is just a fool.
maybe you always accompany me.
but, still, i can feel what i am thinking.